it feels as though i have lost something. not my favorite shirt, or my car keys…but something greater. At least if someone had died i could have a reason to feel this way. It’s inexplicable. It’s unacceptable. I am young! I have NOTHING to hold me back, yet I have everything weighing me down. This is supposed to be the time of my life! But I’m wanting to sit in the corner...
Just talk to me if you want to know how to piss a year of your life away. Better yet, you could chat about it over cookies and tea with my mom. She’s more than happy to let people know this fact
Bruce: So what kind of social activity do you regularly
Me: Um...I guess go to church on Sundays?
Bruce: Anything else? Like play on a team, volunteer somewhere, workplace relations, poker night? Anything like that
Me: um.......no.......that's all I got.
I’m feeling very lost